Resolution.

6.50 am
Today I will diet, only eat when I am really hungry

8.00 am
Today I will eat healthy food only.. even if I eat in between..

10.00 am
A bit of crisps wont do much harm

11.00 am
A banana is always healthy.. afterall fruits are healthy.

11.42 am
A small biscuit from Zakir wont do much harm

12.20 noon a “few” biscuits later..
Feeling Hungry… Have brought dabba.. Let me finish my dabba off now..

1.00 pm
Zakirbhai, Dabbey mein aaj kya hai??!!

1.50 pm
Thanks Neesha, for the crisps..

3.00 pm
Rashmi, your cooking is really nice..(second lunch??)

4.30 pm
A bread with peanut butter wont do much harm

5.32 pm
Shoud have only healthy foods..(Cashewnuts are healthy.. arent they??)

7.00 pm
Empty Cashewnut packs make me feel guilty

8.00 pm
Dinner time.. Yessss!!

10.50 pm
A cup of Horlicks before retiring… yummm..

sleeeeeppppp..

6.00 am
Today I will diet, Eat sensibly and only when I feel hungry..

ps:Making resolutions is the first step in keeping them..

And Buddha smiled..

Somewhere in Universe..

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Ananda runs in with explicit rage on his face.,
and comes to Buddha and reads out the news..

Taliban is demolishing 2000 yr old Buddha Statues..

Ananda is upset..
Buddha looks at Mahakashyapa,
Mahakashyapa laughs out..
Buddha smiles..

Ananda is confused now..
Buddha looks at Ananda and smiles compassionately..
Ananda, you have again missed the teaching..
Lets start again…


Ananda : Brother & Disciple of Buddha.
Mahakashyapa : First Disciple of Buddha.

Starry Sky..

After a hectic day behind the mask.. I had a glimpse at the night sky.. the stars were at their best.. and the moon was yet again shining.. The glimpse helped me a lot. Starry sky has been a tonic for me. always! Though I can identify only one constellation on the sky, Orion, Visible during winter in the Northern Hemisphere., yet I have always stood gaping at the wonder of the nature.

When I was in Badlapur, I used to go to the temple on top of the hill., adjacent to that was another hill which had a big water tank, and big tubes(around one meter diameter) came out of that tank. I used to climb on top of one of those tubes almost everyday, and look. If it was night, I lied down there and I had nature’s beautiful life painting in front of me.. I used to admire the stars and the moon and whatever put those in the sky. If it was day, I had a beautiful view of the farms and the villages and the horizon, where the sky met the land. The vast amout of space that I viewed, and the night sky, used to stir something inside me. I always walked back from that place with a smile on my lips and wonder that nature gave to my eyes.

I still feel the same, when I look up the night sky.
silence
calm

Yippeeee..

My brother is becoming a dad soon!! Drrrrrr…huuu huuuuooo.. and he hasnt changed a bit.. Still my lovely brother!! I never knew we had grown up! Now he is a man with responsibilities!! Yoohooo.. Feeling on top of the world today!!!

ps:Have I grown up too??!!

Books and books!!

The book which I am reading now is “The Dancing Wu Li Masters” by Gary Zukav., but I have not completed it. Its an interesting book regarding physics. I went to library today, as I had reserved some days back for a book, and I received a notification, that that book was available.. Now this book is “The Elegant Universe” by Brian Greene. Its a book about Superstring theory.. A theory claimed as TOE(Theory of Everything),which was the quest of Sir Albert Einstien, till his death. I am looking forward to read this book. Since this book is always out on circulation, I had to reserve it at the library.. so I got that today. Well, another book was strongly recommended to me.. “The Solitaire Mystery” by Jostein Gaarder. I couldnt remember the book’s name or Author’s name, but I found out the book using “The sophies world” as reference. I havent read Sophies World yet. It was recommended to me by Praveen, a long time back.. (geez.. I didnt get the book.. because I forgot!!!)

I have not been that avid reader from childhood. During childhood, we used to read a lot of comics. In Kerala, you had many malayalam publications for childeren.Phantom(The Ghost Who Walks) The ones we used to avidly read were, Balarama, Poompaatta and Balamangalam. I still remember Kapeesh, bandila, Doo doo, chamataka, Kaloolo, Mayavi, kuttoosan, Dakini, Luttappi, Dinkan, Shikari Shambhoo, Shuppandi etc etc. Then there was always the Amar chitra Katha. Most of the Indian mythology, which I picked up has been from my grandmom and Amar Chitra Katha. We had a huge collection of those books, which now seems to have disappeared. Even now, I sneak into Balarama or Poompaata, whenever I get a chance. Later, I was reading Indrajal Comics, and it was really interesting with Mandrake, Lothar, Hojo, Phantom(The Ghost Who Walks), Diana, with the pigmy bandar people.

Santosh(My friend), used to treasure books. I remember having participated in a mythological quiz along with Santosh. Needless to say he won, I got the second prize. As prize, I got Mali Bharatham.. Story of Mahabharatha retold by a famous malayalam author, Mali, who writes for childern. I remember having read that book again just two year back. Another book that I read was “Physics can be Fun” by Yakov Perelman. It was from the “Treasure Trunk” of Santosh. Santosh had a Metal Trunk box, where he used to keep all his favourite books.

At Perumbavoor(native town), we had a municipal library and Myself was a member during my school days. I used to borrow books from there. The one book that I remember distinctively is “Ninamaninja Kaalppaadukal”(blood stained steps), where a story of a soldier is told. After coming to Bombay, I became the “I” that I am now, thanks to some special persons. I was introduced to “Illusions- Adventures of a reluctant messiah” by Richard Bach, and that was the beginning. Soon it lead to books by the same author., Jonathan livingstone Seagull, The Bridge accross forever, One and Running from safety. Then I read books By Lobsang Rampa, the Third eye, You-Forever etc.. I moved into Indian philosophy, Yoga, Read a bit of Vivekananda, Osho “Bhagwan” Rajneesh, Paramahamsa Yogananda, etc etc. Then there was “Siddhartha” by Hermen Hesse., “Tao of Physics” by Frijtof Capra, Conversations with God, Seven spiritual laws of success, creative visualization, some books by Tony Buzan and the new age books and the last book that I completely read was “The Fountainhead” and “The Anthem” by Ayn Rand.

How it helped me?? I used to wonder at the world long time back.. Now the experience is deeper..

The Royal Botanical Gardens, Kew.

No.. I didnt see it fully.. But It was really wonderful, that an organisation has got plants from all over the world and created atmosphere for them, all in one place. Kew gardens, as the Royal Botanical Garden, is popularly known is spread in around 300 acres of land, with a lot of green houses with controlled weather and you will find interesting species of plants there..

We took the tour by foot and since we had little time only (poonam had to catch the train back to Liverpool), we only visited some places.. but it was indeed nice. Well honestly, I was not overwhelmed., but I could imagine, how my amma and appa, and x will like this place..(in Algebra.. you denote a number, about which you dont know, or of which you are not sure by giving an “x”.. and by the way.. I am not a math expert).

Since the spring is yet to come, the rose bushes were still not having any leaves and tulips were still sprouting. I can imagine, how wonderful it will be here when spring and summer comes.. and since its not far away from where I stay, I will be dropping in for another visit there soon.

We couldnt visit the “Carnivorus Plants” section due to time limits.. had to rush back, dropped Poonam to Euston Station, and came back.. Yet another weekend gone…(life goes pretty fast.. dosent it..?!!)

A Sunday.. a lot of sleep, chat and Kew Gardens!!

Sunday morning, got up really late.., and even before brushing, got on to the net.. Havent had a voice chat yet with maama back in Kerala. And more over Amma was supposed to come in today to mama’s place. No one was online.. called up maama and asked him to come online. He told that amma was supposed to come there today, but hasnt come yet(already 3.00 pm??!!). Anyway I was having a voice chat with mama, Prema and maami, when AMMA came… Amma I miss you.. The only problem with the voice chat was that, My replies were reaching them after a long gap.. but hey. it cost me nothing to hear them. I enjoyed it.. I logged off nearly after an hour. and off to shower and getting ready.

Poonam, Zubin’s friend, had come down from Pune, to London(now Liverpool) for some training here. Last weekend she spent the weekend with us.. and for her it was a lovely weekend, as she decided to come down this weekend also. Today we were going to Kew Gardens.