Author: praveen

I spoke to the clouds today,
and I spoke to the wind.,
Indeed I spoke to the trees by the road,
and They taught me a lesson.

I was upset., for I had to wait,
There was nothing wrong in it,
just that I felt, that I was back,
back to the time,when I had no option,
but to wait!

I was driving,
driving with the windows down,
the wind came gushing in,
and asked me coldly..
are you sad?!!

Yes, I said, I’m sad.,
though there was no reason to be.,
At the horizon,
clouds smiled at me,
and I stared at them jealously.

Leave me alone,
I said to wind.,
for you remind me that,
still I’ve got to wait.

I shut him out.,
and looked at the clouds,
They seemed happy,
beyond any doubt.

I asked them.,
What makes you so happy.,
though there seems,
no reason to be.!

Clouds smiled and replied,
We trust and we dont worry,
for the winds takes us,
where we want to be.

Jealous I was,
with those clouds,
when can I learn to trust,
so complete..

I ignored them,
then I saw,
the stark naked trees,
by the side of the road.

They were calm,
with no leaves on them,
were they dying,
of the cold?!

I let wind in again,
asked him the question,
Wind laughed at me.,
and told me the secret.

Trees were waiting,
for the spring to come,
then they will be clothed,
and will feel the warmth,
but they had to wait,
till the spring had come.

I smiled at them,
They smiled back.,
They knew me.,
and I too knew them.

While I was driving back,
the coulds were smiling,
the wind was humming,
and the trees told me,
the wait is worth it.

This Sunday, I had been to the airport to pickup Sunita’s Mother, who had come from Bombay and I smuggled out enough time to watch a Malayalam movie(Mayilppeelikkavu) at her house., before I returned. Though the movie was not that great, it defenitely was much better than the typical Bollywood Masala. Maybe I am biased, but I still have an attachment to kerala and its culture, where I was born and brought up.

Kerala is one of the states in south India, which has got its own intricate tales, hid beneath the wonderful natural beauty of the place. Myth say that, Parasurama, after killing 21 generations of Kings(Warrior Caste), donated all his land, he had thus acquired. But after dontating all the land, he had nothing to give the priests who assisted him in doing this donation. He asked the Ocean god, Varuna, to recede and give him some land, which after a tussle, Varuna agreed, and the land thus got was donated to the priests., which is now known as kerala.

A study of Kerala history leads us to the fact that, kerala has a very long history, and its assumed that, King Solomons(1000 BC) ships used to get merchandise from Kerala. Arab and Chinese influence on Kerala cannot be missed by a student of history. Geographically Kerala had been protected from hostilities or influences from other parts of the Indian mainland, since it was cut off by mountain range on the east and ocean on the west. St.Thomas(one of the twelve direct disciples of Jesus Christ) had reached Kerala during 1st Century AD, and needless to say, Converted many of the brahmins to Christianity.. Christianity is one of the oldest religions of Kerala, so is Islam, which came through Arab Traders. Jews also arrived in Kerala during around the time of 500 BC, and had settled there.

Kerala’s culture seems to be influenced more by the aryan civilisation, since Sanskrit has played a major role in the evolution of Malayalam, the language of Kerala. The Kerala Brahmins(Namboothiris) has played a major role in the history of Kerala. Though it might have to be admitted that they have given a lot of twist to the history and culture of kerala, their contribution to the evolution of Kerala cannot be under emphasised. The Dance Drama art form of Kerala – Kathakali – has its origin from Ramanattam(the Dance of Rama) and Krishnanattam(the Dance of Krishna), which used to be a temple dance art. Kathakali, which literally means play of a story, is an interesting art form, where traditional mythological stories were enacted using the help of Mudras(hand symbols). The costumes play an important role in Kathakali.. Paccha(green) represents good people, Katthi(knife) and Kari(charcol) represents bad people and minukku(nice) for females and brahmins. I too had participated in Kathakali during my childhood.. The story was Santhana gopalam, where The warrior Arjun tries to save 12th child of a brahmin couple, but fails miserably, when Krishna appears on the scene telling him the reality of creation, and bringing all the 12 children back to life.. Well, I acted the part of one of the children. It took me quite some time to figure out what was going on, but when I was dressed up, I knew I had a role to play, and I did enjoy my brief stint as a “Kathakali” artist!!!!

Today is Shivaratri, an important day in Hindu Calender. Its interesting to note that, there has never been a religion called Hinduism, no code to specify that you are a Hindu or no paritcular God that you should worship.

Shiva one of the god in the trinity concept of Hinduism. Images of Shiva seems to have been found from the Excavations at Mohenjedaro and Harappa. But the symbolism, by which Shiva is worshipped, hardly reveals the metaphysical significance that the image represents.

Shiva as per mythological stories, has his abode as Mount Kailas,(in present day China), where he resides with his consort, Shakti(Parvati). Shiva is pure consciousness and Shakti is energy. As per the myth, Shakti emerges from shiva and merges back into him. Shiva is pure awareness, beyond knowledge, known and knower. This is a real hard concept to understand. In simple terms, for the world to exist, there has to be something to be experienced, and there has to be an experiencer and then there is the experience. Sorry if I am sounding a bit hard here. But this is the easiest it can get. Shiva lies beyond all these.. He is none of these., but without him nothing can be also.

This symbolism will be best understood by a particle physicist in the current world, as he can see the dance of creation going around him., since he can understand him too.

Coming back to India, where today Shivaratri is celeberated by people, Its indeed a sad picture to see today that we are losing a heritage., a heritage of intellectuls, thinkers, mystics, philosophers, scientists(yes.. scientists.. dont forget India brought about the concept of 0(zero))., and alas we are turning into a land of blind followers, beleivers, and “religious” people.

No regrets., May the dance of Shiva continue…
Silence
calm

I had studied Physics during my Pre-University years, and I had scored some marks also in the subject. But it was later, when I had left all my contacts with the subject physics, that I got enchanted with this discipline. People tend to keep away from physics, but physics as a philosophy is pure enchantment, and nothing but pure joy.

I understood the philosophy of the Principle of Gravitational force recently only. I had studied the Newtons theory of Gravitational force during the days in college., but I understood what gravity was recently only. Had a question been asked, whether a stone or a feather dropped from the same height, will hit the ground first, I would’ve answered, instantly that, the stone will be the first to hit the ground. I am sure most of the people will answer the same. Well, I too agree, if the stone and feather was thrown from top of a building near you., that stone will hit the ground first. But., but if you do the same experiment on the moon, the amazing result is that, both the stone and the feather will hit ground at the same time. Needless to say, the experiment was conducted by the first men on the moon, and the results confirmed to Newtons Gravitational theory, which predicted that both will land at the same time!!!!!

Wonder why??!! Lets try to analyse the thoughts of Sir Issac Newton. Lets not waste time discussing whether the apple fell on Newtons head or near him., but we know that it did give newton impetus to think about the principle behind the fall. The gravitational thoery, which Newton brought about, mostly was based on the moon and its movement around earth. Let us common people, look at it this way. Any object has got a field of attraction. This field gets weaker as the distance from the object increases. Now since every object attracts, using apple as our example, we say that Apple attracts Earth, as Earth attracts the Apple. But since the mass of Earth is much much greater than the apple, the attraction is fatal for apple which falls towards earth. Now lets imagine apple is in outerspace, beyond our atmosphere, still earth attracts it and apple also attracts earth.. but since the distance between both has increased, the attraction is weak. but given time, eventually, this attraction moves the lighter object towards the heavier object and the apple will eventually fall towards earth. So you may ask, will moon fall into earth eventually.. yes.. but dont worry, when it will happen, humans might have colonised other solar systems., ie it will take a long time for that to happen.

Now lets come back to the experiment of the stone and the feather.. Why does both fall together at the surface of the moon, when dropped from same height. you will say, that the stone has got more mass and hence it should reach the surface first and then the feather should reach the ground. Hmm.. here comes the shift in thinking. Defenitely the gravitational force applied on the stone is greater than the gravitational force on the feather. But… understand this, more force is required for the stone to move towards the ground at the same rate as the feather and hence both fall at the same rate. Didnt get the point.. Think about it. This is the wonder of physics.

Didnt get it yet… I will illustrate with an example. say you have got a 20 kilo stone on the ground, and a feather, both which you have to lift up simultaneously, You will have to apply heavy force on the stone, than on the feather to lift it up, where as you need apply only a little force to lift the feather up. Now think about the same with gravitational force.. the same principle applies there.. Even if the gravitational force is more on the stone, its required to move the stone at the same rate as which the feather is attracted. If you understand this.. you will be wonder at the marvel that is physics.

Issac Newton made this discovery, but we all need to discover it again, to understand the Wonder of the nature, the principle of Gravity.

Hmm.. So tomorrow is Valentine day!! and Yes, I have done something finally this time.. Waiting for the response!!!!

So finally I didnt journal any event for one week. Well, I am not planning to go back and update those entries at all. Well, life is as it is and I am enjoying it too.. Hmm.. will have to write up something today!!! watch out!!!

Sushil’s here for SAP Training., and the bonus’s that I’ve got a Car. We went for a swim. I tried butterfly stroke today and was partially successfull in that. I have a lot of work to do on my swimming. Has a long way to go before I get fit. The only thing I have noticed so far is that the more effort I put in to reduce my weight, the more the weight shows. Last friday’s “weigh-in” at office showed the scale at 82 kilos.. Hmm I have to drop a lot of kilos. The exhaustion I had from Swimming, was compensated by “Hot Vegetarian Supreme Pizza” and a big chunk of “Garlic Bread”.. Seems like the only way I can drop weight is by keeping wallet at home and using light weight clothes…

Wrote an Big Entry for today and deleted it before posting. Gee.. I’m getting smart.

A busy sunday goes by..

Recently I was going through some of the journals and blogs.. and found that the popularity of the god has further diminished after the “Earthquake” episode. Poor God!!, he needs a spin doctor, that too pretty soon.

I found myself smiling, whenever I went through the peoples blog, blaming God, and turning “non-believers”(as if they were beleivers in the first place). I felt empathy for “God”. Had he been a corporate boss, looking after the institution of “The Earth”, most angels would’ve lost job, and some suspended pending inquiry.. what a predicament!!

On one side, we have got Hindu fundamentalists, who want to create “Ram-Rajya”(sorry boss.., I would prefer “Krishna-rajya”), and who have given a ugly look to a wonderful religion(When did Hinduism became a religion?!! in the first place)., and on another side, we have got the “Jehad” group, who wants everything done as per their interpretation of Holy Quran, and on yet another side are the active missionaries, who spread “The Word of God”. They took literally what Jesus said “I am the way and no one goes to god, but by me”, and started prozelyting a poor jews philosophy(Jesus was a jew, by the way, wasnt he?!). Poor Jesus, had he been alive, this would’ve been much more painful than the cross!!

But after all this, the fundamental question remains.. What about god! Good question. People expect god to be a person sitting in some antiseptic corner of the world, and deciding peoples fate and natural accidents. Hmm. what an expectation..

I will rather keep this journal entry open ended!!